Heat. Where's the skirt? This is the skirt. M the lighting in here is very pretty. The point is sort of to have the lumps. I think so. I do think I need to wear a heel though. I agree. I definitely think the brown bag. The bag's amazing.

This is my favorite bag. The bag's amazing. I love this bag. I love that and I want to try it. It's very beautiful. Wait, Jared, check it. I'm making everyone run around for me to just change my mind. Ultimately, we had to try it all, though. You have to turn over every stone. So, they're both This feels the most cohesive so far. I mean, what the hell? Oh, we broke the proudest door. I really thought I wasn't going to be jetlagged on this trip. I went to bed at 10 p.m. I was exhausted. I was like, I'm definitely going to sleep until at least

5 or 6. Woke up at 2:30. Now what? I guess we crack the iPad. What should I watch? I have um a video about chin lipo suction. Okay. I can't watch that right now. Maybe I just go back to bed. Okay, I'll wash them cuz my mom is watching this. Look how clean they look. But I'll wash them.

Very good. M. Okay. Jared, how are you feeling? Are you smiling? Pretty. Oh, it's good. Oh my god, my watch tan is hilarious. Do you want me to wear my I brought a gold watch if you want me to wear it? But I don't know that it matches the vibe. Yesterday I was like sitting in the shower and it felt so nice that I was like, "What could I do to be productive in here? I guess I'll shave. The ride will take 25 minutes." No problem. What are your predictions for the show? Do you have any? Um, I think it's going to be like mismatched and layering and

I can't go. It's It's I can't go because it's yellow now. So, I'm not going. Um I have to get a coffee right now. I'm feeling very and I need to be up. We have the Prada dinner. We have the Prada afterparty. It's a rave. Did you hear? I really should have crossed when I had the chance. Come on. Almost. Almost there. Cheers. It's a soy latte. Where should we eat? Hotel. Honestly, it's kind of the easiest. Can we do it in the gardening room that we were in?

Yes. Let's [__] do that. Wait, maybe some gossip about Jared is napping. I had to get another coffee because I'm exhausted and I want to go to bed, but I can't or I shouldn't. If I fall asleep, I'm not getting back up. So, I'm just trying to walk and walk until it's time to go to dinner. I need to keep my energy up. I'm very I'm jetlagged. I changed back into my outfit. We're feeling jetlagged and a little loopy. I don't feel my best. cream.

Vanilla cream. Are you crossing? Yes. Milano. The weather is literally stunning. being silly in Milano. At breakfast, I ordered hard-boiled eggs and the egg, how do I even explain what happened with the eggs? It was like, it was so subtle. I cut the egg in half and I pulled the two halves apart and there was like an umbilical cord in it. So, when I pulled the two halves apart, it like stuck together. And I cannot stop thinking about it. It's all I can think about. It was so disgusting to me. Now, I'm not going to be able to eat eggs for 6 months because I'm so traumatized by the egg. I didn't film it because I didn't want any of you to see it because none of you would ever be

able to eat an egg again. And if that's like a key staple in your diet, like I don't want to ruin that for you. It's ruined for me though. I will not be eating eggs for 6 months. I'm trying to enjoy my time here in Milano, walking around, you know, singing in the rain, if you will, and I literally cannot enjoy my time because I'm thinking about this egg experience. It's like there was like a cord holding them holding it together. Like it was almost like a stretchy string. Like it was like it felt like an umbilical cord. I feel sick. Jared, tell a honey story. Oh god.

Cuz I had to be quiet cuz I'm getting lip liner done. You know when the porridge is too hot, too cold, and then just right. Goldilock. Tell me the Goldilock story while I get my lip liner done. I cannot deal with the silence. This is a speed eating contest. You like the salad? I'm not mad at it. Hm. Please. Honestly though, I don't think we're going to be late.

I was doing I of course was doing press interviews as I always do at fashion events and this is the internet. This is the internet. I didn't say anything wrong, but every time I talk, I have to think about what would happen if that one part got clipped out of context. I can't think about a whole conversation. I have to think about every little bit in piece that I say. And that's part of the job. But I've never shown this side of me having a panic attack.

Having a panic attack. This is how my brain works. And this happens to me after like every single interview, after every single thing that I do. But fashion week must go on. The show must go on. Turn off the camera. I fear a small mosquito has entered my oil and vinegar mixture. Um, so I guess dinner's over for me. Good morning. It's 4:00 a.m. I actually really like when jet lag wakes me up early. I don't mind waking up at 5:00 a.m., but I woke up at 2:30 a.m. Now it's 4:00 a.m. I've just been

sort of laying here. I could pack because I'm going to Paris today. I could pack. O, I lost my lip balm and I really need it to be honest. It has to be in here. I feel like it's in my bed. I always put so much stuff in my bed. Look at all this stuff in my bed. I like keep all my camera equipment in my bed. It's so weird. Why do I do that? Heat.

One iced square in ice latte with almond milk. Wow. That's good. I arrived in Paris and I really truly This is going to sound cringe, but I was like, "This is the most beautiful place I've ever been." Like, I was driving into the city and I was like, "I cannot believe how beautiful it is." I felt like I was on mushrooms. I was like, "It is so beautiful here. What's going on? It's so gorgeous and so beautiful. The light on the buildings and the trees and everything. And luckily for me, I'm here for like 10 days. I'm not kidding. 10 Don't worry, I just have a super viral illness. I was like for literally the last few hours and now I have a fitting and we're so late.

We're actually so late. So the fitting uh is at 3:00. It's 3:09. That is not good. Let's see how much longer it's going to take to get there. Another 20 minutes. We're so late. Is that Notre Dame? Yeah. Whoa. That's moment. We're good. So, imagine the blue. Oh my god, the shoe is so good. He's so good. I am. Oh my god. The back. Another back situation.

We just need to keep doing back. Color will be stunned. So nice. This was the easiest fitting of our life. literally show up. Love it. Okay. Wow. I mean, I love that. I mean, that was easy, Jared. I really This is really strong. I mean, I'm obsessed. Like, what else is there to say? Oh, it's cool. I love that. He's so cool. That's really cool. I think it's so comfortable. I'm really comfortable right now.

Oh my god, this hot sauce house is so spicy. Tastes so good with this. Jared's working, so I'm all by myself. Where are all my friends? Oops. I only have one and he's working. So, I thought I'd window shop. I'm not going to buy anything. I'm going to walk into the stores as though I'm going to buy something. I'm going to look around like this and then walk out very mysteriously. Shopping in designer stores is not relaxing. There's always a store associate following you around. When I shop, like I want to disappear into the space. I want to but they want to help and which is so nice and so generous,

but it stresses me out. I feel like I'm being watched. Also, it does kind of make me feel like they think I'm going to steal something. Like, I really felt like they thought I was going to steal something with the way that they were following me around, which I get that's a concern, but that stresses me out, that energy. So, anyway, I'm done. I feel jetlagged. I feel really jet-lagged. And I'm hoping that this helps cuz I need to get my energy up. Or maybe take a nap. Uh, I'm tired. No personality.

No sparkle. All the sparkle's gone. Pessimistic. Bad energy. Dark energy. I'm actually not, but I'm tired. Eh. We're on our way. Jared's ultimately just sewing. Just sewing underwear. This is fashion week. Sewing things into place on the way. It's bumpy. The car. Yeah. It's bumpy. And you have a needle next to my butthole. So, I'm super excited for where this can go. Could go into the cheek and deflate the whole thing. Everybody will find out that I

blow up my butt like a balloon before these events. Unfortunately, the balloon is very small. It's like a water balloon rather than sort of a birthday balloon. What? What's a Oh, birthday balloon. You know, like happy birthday. But also, the needle might end up in my butthole, which could not hurt if it is in the perfect location. If it goes right up, maybe it's like acupuncture.

Oh my god. Maybe it's like acupuncture to be so relaxed at this show. Hey. Yes. Nice job. Oh, that feels good. Oh, wow. Oh, this feels amazing. I had it in the fridge. So, it's cold and so nice. It feels like fashion week is like Instagram week for me because I post so much on Instagram. So much. And it's all photos of me. You know what I mean? It's not like, "Oh, look at this pretty tree." It's like, "No, no, no. This is my outfit." Scrolling through, "Oop, that's 11 pictures of Emma's outfit." At times, it does feel a bit narcissistic to be honest. And I do kind of

question it. I'm like, "Wait, what am I doing here?" You know what I mean? What am I doing here? But then I'm like, you know what? This is fun for me. I love putting on my cute little outfit and taking a cute little picture in it and posting it. And you know what? Sometimes you need 11 frames in an Instagram post to really see the outfit. Sometimes I do have like a weird moral dilemma about posting that much on Instagram. I'm like is this a red flag personalitywise? Like is this a sign of narcissism?

Perhaps. It is new. Heat. Holy [__] that was good. So [__] That was amazing. Beautiful construction. Cool ideas. Felt old and new at the same time. like so good. It was like sexy but classy.

It was like the perfect debut show and that it like had historical references but it also did feel fresh. It felt like artistic without trying too hard. Now we're going to a fitting and then a dinner. I wonder what they're going to serve for dinner. I was thinking the same thing. What would your dream thing that they would serve at dinner be tonight? like chicken fingers.

Perfect. They're gonna give you like one small chicken leg that was like broiled in garlic and onion with like one leaf on top. It's going to be like a weird scallop. Should we pick out my song for my Mug Glare Instagram post? Mhm. Okay. [clears throat] Maybe Katy Perry Teenage Dream. No.

Perfect. Yay. Oh, good. Okay. Ah. Voila. I have to leave for a Tiffany dinner, hence the jewelry in about 20 minutes. I am not ready at all. I'm honestly kind of freaking out about it and I'm doing my own hair and makeup. It'll be fine, but Okay. Okay. I don't look so good right now, so I'm a bit concerned. But well, such is life, isn't it?

Oh god, I just got it in my hair. So, here's the deal. Unfortunately, Jared and I are fighting. It's super sad. Um, it's something super sad. He is here with me. There he is, my enemy. So, we're fighting because Jared put me in these heels. You know what? I'll even show toes because these days, this is the type of stuff that works. Jared put me in these heels. Okay, that's very high. Jared knows that I cannot wear a heel this high. When I tell you I had to scoot

to the car, that's not an exaggeration. I had to scoot to the car. I can't walk in these. I'm dragging my feet. This absolutely diabolical human being decided to put me in these. Speak. Speak to what? Turn on the light. Show your face. You look amazing. Yeah, it looks great. It's going to be huge for you. I can't walk. I'm scooting. They look so good. I don't They can't Look at me. I'm here and I cannot walk. You look amazing.

Look at the scooter. You're doing really well. Arch your back. Thank you so much. Thank you. We're so excited. Am I doing well in them? Yeah, you're doing great. You're lying because you cuz you want this. This is what you wanted. It's gorgeous. I'm zoning out. My social battery has been very low this trip cuz I'm so used to like being in my house alone. And I do think that as I'm getting older, I'm becoming more introverted to be honest.

I guess it's just been a lot of social interaction for somebody who normally is alone 80% of the time. I'm normally just recharging my social battery all the time. On the weekends, maybe I have one or two like social events, but they're like short, you know? This is like being social and chatting with people 24/7. Oh, this is not a good time to drink. I love having no eyebrows. I'm like sad that I'm dying them back. Wait, this is so cool. I'm so happy.

I'm so stoked. I'm really I'm like continuously shocked about how we reinvent this hair. Show fitting. Another club. Bus club. Another club. Show fitting. Another club. I can't be in this club. Okay. Somebody's a Debbie Downer. [snorts] Somebody doesn't love me anymore after a week with me. That's weird. I thought I was awesome. Oh, wait. I am. Someone over here is the problem.

She's crashing out. I am kind of crashing out. No, I am. Um, it's okay. Thank you. I think I can't not wear these boots. Like I think they're the best things I've ever seen. I'm missing a point of the See, they're super short and then you get the leg moment. I think we tried with the other side. This is so comfy. Very cute. That's so good. Yeah, this is the one for sure.

I mean, this is solo. So what? More solo. It's like a naked moment, which is kind of fun. You're good. Let's try that. So, good to see you. And Owen is coming. you know, it's going to be so fun. I was going to say, can we do a little tailoring? Of course. Cool. And then I was thinking, are these both from the new collection or they All of them. Okay, good to know.

Cool. Okay, we'll try those on. Go ahead. Perfect. I was supposed to go to a party tonight or I guess I wasn't supposed to go but I was planning on going to a party tonight. Not going to happen. I have not gone out once and to be honest that is cool with me. Like I don't have any FOMO. I just get so tired. Like it's too late. What time is it? 11:40. No. Can't I can't The waking up at 6:00 a.m. has been really sealing my fate for the day. Like I wake up at 6:00 a.m. and that means I'm going to be exhausted by 10:30, maybe even 9:30 or 9. So, no after party for me. Up

until like 30 minutes ago, I was staying strong, kept my makeup on. I was like, I'm going out tonight. I'm going to do it. No, wait. I just declined a call from Owen. Bye. Aren't you going to a party or something? No, I just I told Jared I said no. You're too tired. We love the eyebrows, dude. Yeah. Wait, thank you so much.

Yeah, you're going. We're both going. [screaming] It was absolutely pouring and now the weather is beautiful and gorgeous as though it's never rained before. Ever. It's kind of amazing. Like the sun is out, the sky is blue. I mean, it's amazing. Owen's here. Oh, and see here. See, I'm going to interview you. Okay. How has fashion week been for you? So far so good. I've been having a beautiful, beautiful time with all my fashion peers and friends. I've made lots of new friends, lots of new memories, seen lots of beautiful clothes.

New friends who? People such as Mia Prada, people such as all of the editors and chiefs of every single m magazine and every creative director for every single brand. I've gotten very close with all of them and they cannot wait to put me in their clothes. soon. That's great, Emma. And how do you feel emotionally? Emotionally, I feel very weak and fragile. Um, I'm absolutely hanging on by a thread. And this is al what I and I did this to myself because I wanted to be here because I love posting on Instagram.

So do I. I'm really addicted. Today I closed my finger in a drawer and now I have a blood blister. I thought it was a door. No, a drawer. Oh, well you when you told me you weren't annunciating. So it was a drawer. Can I be totally honest? Why are we using drawers? I understand obviously like people [snorts] need to use drawers. Somebody's calling you. I'll finish. I understand people need to use drawers obviously because we don't like

things out on the counter, but like let's just normalize mess. Let's normalize clutter. Thank you so much. I am. What's up? Okay, you're actually getting scared. I'm naked. You look stunning. Thank you. Look at the Eiffel Tower. You see that, Owen? No. [snorts] Hi, I'm Owen. No, no, no. No pictures today. It's way too crazy. We're in a rush. I can't, baby.

I can't. Stop it. Anyways, I guess it's a sleepy Sunday today. My last show. I am kind of sad that it's over, but I feel fulfilled. I feel like I did it. You know, I went to so many shows. I like I think it has to end. It's so quiet. I love this. I can talk to my camera and not feel socially awkward because no one's looking at me. Okay, there actually is somebody looking at me who just saw me do a [__] twirl. And it's a boy. Totally fine. I don't care. Okay, let's go.

Anyway, I need a coffee right now. Or maybe a matcha. This is almost gone. It's literally gone. It's been 3 minutes. This nail polish remover is not very strong, which is healthy. That means it's not as bad for you, but it barely works. Ow. This blood blister is really bulbous.

It's really sticking out. I feel like it's going to pop, which would be kind of fun, but also probably painful and also probably bad. Like I think I Reception. Sorry, baby. It's like I was in the garden. I was in Jared's garden. No, I was in Sammy's garden. I feel like I need more caffeine. I'm kind of crashing right now. Holy I'm getting my chin hair locked.

Like [snorts] actually. Oh, gone. No. Do I have more? There you go. You should call that something. What should I name it? Well, I have like a few. I have two. Like one in the front and like one that kind of comes I feel like the one in the front's Beatric. Okay. And the one underneath is I keep trying to come up with a name and then it's like somebody who I like know someone with that name and I'm like I can't use that one. What's another uh Beatric and Jasmine?

Jasmine. Jasmine was my cat's name who has ultimately passed away. Heat. We did it, Jared. We did it. We did fashion week. We actually did it. How do you feel? Honestly, that flew by. I loved every second. I really did. I feel like it was like honestly the most seamless one that we've had.

Agreed. Everything felt kindred about it. We would show up to a fitting and it was like there it is. Pretty good. No like huge dramas or like things going missing or stuff not being sent. The looks were fun. We had I think a good time. We had the BEST TIME. We [__] did it. Aaron, did you like the last show? Uh, the Valentino show really good.

We really love the Valentino show. Um, I'm really tired. I'm exhausted and very proud of us and also need to not talk to anyone or see anyone. Oh my god. When I go home, I'm never talking again. I probably won't see you for like 3 months. That can't happen. Everyone's commenting. Wow, Emma's a really clingy friend. You're actually not clinging me at all. Although I do like text Jared a lot.

Yeah, but I'll text you, too. Something about this fashion week rewired my brain. I feel like I'm never going to be the same. I'm not kidding. Like my approach to fashion and it has changed from this fashion week. I Yes. I just feel like forever changed by this fashion week and I'm never going to be the same. Honestly, I agree. This felt like Jared. This wouldn't have been possible without Jared. I'd like to thank Jared.

We doing a speech. Thank you to everyone who made fashion week possible. Thank you to um we're just so grateful for everybody that we get to work with and we're so grateful for all the brands and all the teams and everybody who's handling the logistics of the cars and the this and the that. It's like it's literally it literally takes so many people. It shouldn't take fashion is so dramatic. Like the amount of people that it takes to like do all of this, it's it's kind of ridiculous. And when I talk about it, it actually makes me have an existential crisis. So, let's not dig more deep into it.

Oh my god. Thank you to my parents for birthing me so that I could go to fashion week. Emma's back. See, here I am. I'm back. During fashion week, Emma's still here. But no, it's Emily. Emily comes out. I get to put my watch back on. Oh my god, I'm so happy I have this glue in my hair. I'm going to use Tito's to get it out. Alcohol helps dissolve the glue, I guess. I don't drink, so hopefully somebody else wants that later.

Hey. Hey, you guys. Mind if I come cuddle? What? Mind if I come cuddle? No, I heard you. I just am saying what. What can mean two different things. It can also mean no. Oh man, you guys, this is a real dream. Happy to be here. So happy you're here. Can I be here all night? Please. I'm [snorts] editing a photo.

Face tuning. Those before and after face. No.